My parents told me they've decided to move back to Brazil in the next 6-8 months.
blehhh
i'm gonna have no family north of the equator.
I won't even be able to afford to go visit them... tickets alone are over a grand. and my dad said after this school year I can move there too if I want but then I'd lose my green card and would not be able to come back any time soon.. if ever.
i don't even have a job right now... i dont want to take out more loans and be like 40,000 in debt by the time a graduate.

complaincomplainbitchwhinedone

i have too much invested in him
involved too deeply
it scares the shit out of me.
ive always kept a comfortable distance, but somewhere along these months it's dissapeared.
i dont know if i should embrace this
but i guess its too late now.